Might commit suicide need advice?

no reason to live no friends all i do is fight with family work life is miserable have kidney stones hernia that didnt heal right back pain cant overcome my molestation, work is slow and been mistreated and lied about there dont really feel like i got any reason to live im so depressed i just cry and feel sick and angry and feel like im worthless almost always depression medicine all it did was make me gain weight and increase my anxiety now off it and dont feel any better dont know what to do!!!!!!!!!